I have a girlfriend.

Yes. Yes yes. I know. As if right? I almost don't believe it myself. But that sort of doesn't matter when I'm actually with her, unless I make the conscious effort to stop, look at everything going on, and think to myself "is this really happening?". It really doesn't seem like it's happening. But apparently it is. It's not even, i mean. Well, I dont know. It's almost as if I dont remember that I'm not really believing that we're together, almost. I just sort of accept it and forget it, live in the moment, enjoy my time as it slowly ticks by.

Also, time seems to be more so in my favor than it has been, to be honest. Maybe I'm just in a happy-high xD still. I dunno. I like it though.
It's not even- lol. It's just, I'm actually really confused when I think about it. I mean it doesnt seem like I am, but if I try to work it out, I get lost. My thoughts have been really jumbled, actually. She's mentioned that, and they usually are. But lately with some things i've just been horrible xD I mean I totally just lost the thing i was about to say. What was it.. oh, right. Well, I'm actually quite surprised with myself. Naturally I've always been a quiet/shy person, nervous easily sometimes. Sometimes. I've been really working on that, and I've come a long way. but that's besides the point. What I mean is, I'd honestly expected that, if I found someone, i'd be really nervous with them, worry about everything, etc.. like, i'd have to get used to it, used to the idea... But, I don't know. I'm not nervous with her at all. It's kind of really weird, for me, to not even experience everything like this, but to experience it in a way I wouldn't have expected.

Not that this is at all a bad thing. It's actually very good. I can enjoy my time with her easily Plus, it must mean that I've made a lot of personal-development progress. I'm definitely not the same person I was a few years ago


AAAAnyways, her name is Jen this is her on dA ^^ 11/13/09<3

btw, Sarah, your welcome for finally doing this xD

Okay. What else. I joined the swim team at school. I'm a pretty pathetic swimmer, but oh well. I hope to improve. It'll help me stay healthy anyways xD And I might start Karate soon. I liked that.


Guitar and Piano are going good. Slowly getting better at both. I'm still not great by any means at either, but I know as long as I keep at it, I can do nothing but improve

I'm actually playing on the 29th of November at a pub. I'm going to be playing Apologize on piano at the Harp and Crown pub. It should be fun. Still have to practice the song more, but i think I can have it down by Wednesday for sure.


Hm. What else. I'm going to start tutoring. My two sisters twice a week, and another little boy on tuesdays. At least, I think so. They haven't called me back when they said they would 2 weeks ago. =/ I dunno. maybe I've been replaced before I even had a chance D:

I still need a job though. I think tutoring my two sisters twice a week will at least give me some income, but I still need a job. Going to go to the mall eventually. I had just wanted to work on my resume before I did. But Jen helped me with that today Thaaaaank youuuuuu So now I just need to go. I'll probably wait until I can go with someone else (like her maybe xD)

Back to tutoring though, I'd probably be getting like... well, I guess 60$ a week. Well, it depends. if I do an hour each for both my sisters, two times a week at 15$, then it'll be 60$. But my mom might want like 2hour sessions, or 1.5 hours. I dont know. we'll see, I suppose.


I got my report card! I can talk about that. Lets see...

English - 90%
Physics - 88%
Drama - 88%
Philo. - 70%

AVERAGE - 84%
So I'm an honor roll student still. I think philosophy could be better, But i'm getting there. at least i'm in the b's now My goal is to get at least 80% in that class. And I shall complete that goal...

I figured also that, if I can get a total of 25% more throughout all four classes combined, I'll have a 90% average. So close! I need to get that. and I shall. i shall not rest xD

Two more things
Thanks to TakenAwayForever for my new avatar
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Thanks to TaintedAzaelia for her art of Evasen <3
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